What I'm Doing Now
Real-time snapshot of my current projects, obsessions, and rabbit holes. This is what's actually consuming my mental bandwidth right now.
Note:
Currently I'm working on Kosha, I hope to start a big thing sometime later!!
The Big Thing (That I Keep Saying I'll Start Tomorrow)
Digital Lifeform Project - Designing embodied intelligence from first principles. Not another task-solving agent, but a digital organism that senses, learns, adapts, and evolves through existence itself.
This combines evolutionary learning, 3D modeling, robot learning, agentic AI, and simulations. I want to understand the entire pipeline, find bottlenecks, and see what can be improved. I really need to commit and start this properly - it's my flagship project but I haven't actually built anything yet. Tomorrow becomes today, right?
Bulding Kosha
I've started working on buildilng Personalized content streamer, It was about 2 years I thought of it. It's my solution to handle overwhleming amount of content I consume.
Status: Actively building MVP
This Personal Site
Finally rebuilding my old site that was taking ages due to perfectionism. Using it to improve my writing skills and learn in public. Sometimes the best way to beat procrastination is just to ship it.
Status: Actually launched! Now iterating and writing
Emotional Intelligence Research
Deep diving into affective computing, emotional lives of animals, concepts of self and agency. Learning how we regulate each other emotionally - crucial for building truly intelligent systems.
Status: Reading papers and connecting dots in Obsidian
Knowledge → Habits Pipeline
Developing a system to compress knowledge directly into actionable habits. No more knowledge hoarding - I want real life effects from everything I learn.
Status: Framework in progress, testing applications
Current Reading & Research
Books
- •Antifragile by Nassim Taleb
- •Seeking Wisdom: From Darwin to Munger
Papers & Research
- • Michael Levin's work on morphogenesis
- • Open Questions about Time and Self-reference in Living Systems
- • "Life and Its Origin" - various papers
Current Mindset
I'm in this phase where I want to do something out of the ordinary. Be hyperaggressive where there are boundless upsides with minimal downside. I'm trying to shift from being someone who plans and plans and plans to someone who just does things.
Exposing myself to as many opportunities as possible - applying for thesis positions, reaching out to people for collaborations, putting myself out there more. The reason you're reading this site is part of this shift. I've wanted to rebuild it forever, but perfectionism kept me stuck.
I want to get obsessive over building rather than just consuming. Trying to create a cycle between building something while learning, not just hoarding knowledge in Obsidian forever.
Random Thoughts This Week
Started thinking about how understanding animal emotions could inform digital lifeform design. If I want to build something that truly adapts and persists, it needs some form of emotional regulation system.
The more I read about morphogenesis and biological intelligence, the more I think current AI is missing something fundamental about how intelligence emerges from physical constraints.
Need to stop overthinking my thesis applications and just send more emails. The worst thing that happens is they say no, which is the same as not applying at all.
Realized I spend too much time on YouTube shorts when I'm stressed. Working on reducing screen time and actually enjoying life outside screens.
Immediate Next Steps
This Week
Actually start coding the digital lifeform project. Set up the basic simulation environment. No more "tomorrow."
This Month
Get a solid thesis position lined up. Continue emotional intelligence research. Write more about my learning process.
This Quarter
Have a working prototype of digital organism. Build better habits from knowledge. Connect with more people in the field.
Last updated: Oct 03, 2025